Burden

I am going to be a burden, sometimes

a heavy one that drags and holds you down

with all my suicidal thoughts.

A fearful burden, a frightful one,

terrified that you will leave 

because you fear the force of my weight 

and the thought that this is your life with me

forever. i'm sorry i'm not really what you wanted

in the end.

Indefinite leave

Published ghost writer

abandons dreams to become

unmade, unreal. oh!